The important thing is that you’re asking the question. It will more than likely get worse before it gets better. Keep fighting. Keep asking questions. Keep giving it your everything. As long as you commit to the process and to becoming your best self, whatever is supposed to happen will happen. Don’t get tied down to your ideal version of the outcome. Live in the process and the journey, free of expectations. You’re giving yourself the opportunity to grow and to find and love something completely unexpected.